I started this project in January and I've only done ~70 acts of service. That's not nearly as many as I thought I would have completed by now. I really thought that I could do one a day...maybe that was to ambitious. I haven't been feeling all that well...went to Stanford for some tests last week. Still waiting for the results, but preliminary findings show that I have atrophic gastritis. In other words, my stomach is dying. No wonder I have a pain in my abdomen most of the time. I'm tired and weaker than I should be and no more seminary to blame! I want to do so much more, but I'm just wimpy right now. I hope I can get to feeling better once they figure out exactly what this is and how to treat it.
I know it's not a race, it's a process. But I'm not even a 10th of the way to my goal, and I bet it will be another couple of months before I get there. The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak. I'll just have to keep plugging away at it.
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